Today I had to find my bar applicant number so I could send in my change of address form to the CA State Bar. I opened the giant Ziploc bag containing all of my highlighters, admissions ticket, uploading instructions and outlines that had been sealed since July 30th to retrieve it. Suddenly I realized that I did in fact take the bar exam and that at some point I will find out whether I passed. I won't always have to answer "we don't get our results until November 20th" when people ask whether I passed. Hopefully I won't be saying "I am taking it again in February, praying I will have better luck this time around."
I have thought about the bar exam very few times since I took it, maybe 3 or 4 occasions ... I don't always confidently assume I passed it, but I haven't really let myself consider the possibility that I failed. It would be horrible but life would go on. It's much easier to not think about it at all. I'm sure I'll be a nervous wreck the week before we find out, but until then I'm just living the blissfully simple life of a mom staying at home with her baby, light years away from law school and law firm.
Just over 2 months until that will change again.
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It must be horrible having to wait so long. I was a wreck waiting for my LSAT score so I can't even imagine!
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